AND I have a BIG news to share with you!! :) 

“Unhappiness is not knowing what we want and killing ourselves to get it.”

Belief for greatness!

Getting a mediocre results really doesnt serve happiness for me but I feel grateful. However it just doesnt feel right,something inside of me just wants more. Its the fine line of getting into the dean's list that I have to cross. I think its a matter of whether you THINK you can do it or not. Honestly I would say that im scared,I would say that my self esteem is just not at the par yet but I KNOW that its what I deserve. I know that getting into the dean's list is what I have to work for the next semester.

Because I only aim for the best and I know that when you aim for the best you deserve the best. I just know that I can do it. 

Big girl/Can I hear a yes coach?

I know that you just want the best for me but you just cant force me to do something im not willing to do. Maybe one day ill open up my heart but forcing me is a no no. I just hope that you will understand. Ill do something at my own will,im a big girl remember?

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Hey I promised myself to blog about my first metcon session after maybe about 4 months? So here it goes! Started my day with my sister nagging and asking me questions if I wanted to go or not. Reluctantly I woke up. I couldnt sleep last night thankgoodness for Atif or I would actually have to comfort myself to sleep. Well thats what friends are for right so thank you Atif! Anyway back to my story,I had to register the form online and showered quickly. When I got there,I didnt want to get out from the car. Can you imagine haha I got scolded when I told my sister that I only had 3 hours of sleep last night. Thats what fitness is all about,its not just about exercising. Its about taking care of your sleep,nutrition and body. Those 3 components are tickets to good health. That was what I was lacking when I stayed at the hostel. I lived with 4 hours of sleep,I had crappy nutrition,had waffle,burger and roti john for lunch and dinner. All that ew stuff and I didnt exercise everyday. Maybe thats why I was so unhappy. Life should be about balance right?

Anyway the first people that I met was Uncle Colin,Aunt Lorrine and Coach Tam. I forgot how happy life is for them. Their rule is simple. Keep doing what you love. Simple. Yes and they are very successful in their life. Hello just look at their cars. Uncle Colin does make a lot of money from voice recording ONLY. I mean who does that? HIM! So my point is,I have a choice to go out and create my own destiny or path. One of the reason why I love going to metcon is that these people remind me to take care of myself,they are the most supportive people you would ever meet and im so so grateful to have them in my life.

Until the next update.
Take care guys!

Note to myself and everyone!

"If "fear" didnt exist,what risk would you take?"

Life is amazing just the way it is. Sometimes you know why you're scared of that little 'something' however you just cant change the way you think about it until you TRY and EXPERIENCE it yourself. Nothing is ever too scary. So I dare you. DO something that you're scared of EVERYDAY. Not only that it will push you,it will mould you to become a better person. 

via google

Alone does not mean lonely

Solitary. Onely,by oneself,alone,on one's self.

Do you view solitary as a good or a bad thing? To me,I view it as a good thing. To me,it means courage because not everyone dares to be seen being alone. Lets face it,no one wants anyone to view us as pathetic and lonely,but bear in mind my friends that being alone does not mean lonely.

Lets view the definition of lonely. Lonely is defined as sad because one has no friends and family. Now do you think that just because you are alone,you dont have any friends and family? I sometimes choose to be alone but that doesnt mean that I dont have any friends and family. I choose to be alone simply because I need time for myself. I need time to re-think about my goals,dreams and to reflect back on my actions. However that doesnt mean that I dont enjoy having people around me.

So dont be afraid to do things by yourself. Lets say that you are alone in the sense that you dont have any boyfriend or girlfriend (alone). Hey your life doesnt end there. You still have friends and family. My point is most people cant distinguish the meaning of solitary(alone) and lonely. I would frequently hear people say forever alone just because I sometimes like to do things alone. Its not that im offended or anything it just makes me wonder. Now im here to tell you that if you're comfortable being alone sometimes then go ahead. The term alone and lonely have two different meanings. Maybe one day you'll find comfortability in being alone.

No joke

Stressed face! Hahaha. Exam is coming soon. No joke. 

Greatest love of all

I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadows
If I fail, if I succeed
At least I'll live as I believe
No matter what they take from me
They can't take away my dignity
Because the greatest love of all
Is happening to me
I found the greatest love of all
Inside of me
The greatest love of all
Is easy to achieve

Learning to love yourself

It is the greatest love of all

To be able to love yourself and make YOU happy is the probably the best thing you can do for yourself. Be patient. Everything happens for a reason.

Friends

It didnt hit me that it will take effort to keep in touch with your loved ones. I never knew things would be different,I mean I thought of it before. Its easier in school because friends see each other everyday. Its easy to talk to your friends about the latest news and what not. However nowadays I find it rather difficult to keep in touch with everyone. Lets face it you're busy with your studies and you meet new friends. But that doesnt mean that your old friends arent worthy of keeping. To my primary or high school friends,please dont feel offended for our friendship will still remain strong in my heart.

Ofcourse people change but thats only for the better. 

Ha enough of that.

And hey I went for rock climbing!

Yay for new experience! Syukur.

Impromptu post,ah wells.

As promised,I will tell you a little bit about TSA also known as Tun Salleh Abas. He is the brother of my grandfather,whom I respect and love from the bottom of my heart. I do not know him personally but ofcourse my mother told me a lot about him. What he had to go through in his life,what he achieved etc.

I was raised by my grandparents in Besut,so one day I found a rack of books just about him! Curiousity strucked me and ignorantly I thought he was vain. I mean who writes about himself right? And actually publish them in a book. Note that I was only 8 years old at the time,I knew nothing about the case. 

If you were expecting me to write about his case,well sorry not today and I never will because I do not see him the way everyone sees him. Everything you may have read about him is not hundred percent true. Maybe not true at all. To me,he is still a man with principles despite whatever has been written about him. 

Honestly,I was scared when I blurted out to my lecturers about him as part of my family. I was even more scared when we were assigned to study about his case. 

But I didnt take up law because I wanted to continue my family's legacy,I decided to take the course because I was interested in it. How can you not find reading about your rights interesting? I also took it because I loved talking,and arguing about my rights at home. I took it because I think its a decent job and something that I would be happy to do for the rest of my life. I dont know believe that its a stressful course for I have met a lot of happy lawyers reading the law. I believe in balance.

Time flies.

5 weeks or maybe less.. until finals! Wish me luck guys! :) 

What if?

Hi goodmorning! I was reading a book titled 7 habits of highly effective people,teen edition. And the chapter was Paradigms and Principles. I was inspired to write this post after reading the chapter. Cant you tell how excited I was? Hehe.

Let me tell you my experience,
I grew up in a city and I went to school like a normal girl from a normal family. My first school,SSP and secondary school,Sri Aman. I never had any problem speaking in English because everyone around me spoke in English. We were encouraged to step outside of our comfort zone and try something new everyday. Eversince,I entered into university,I am surrounded by friends who dont want to speak in English or try something new (atleast most of them) and when I asked them why,they'd say "kita datang dari kampung,tak mungkin kita dapat cakap English macam awak" I was astonished by their response. As a Muslim,arent we all encouraged to learn? Arent we all encouraged to strive for success?

What if I tell you that Malaysian graduates can be as intellectual and succesful as overseas graduate?
What if I tell you that Malaysian graduates can speak both English and Malay fluently?

There are many positive possibilites,so why do you have the perception that we cannot be as succesful just because we are orang "Melayu" or that you came from kampung? Why not use that as a motivation to be an inspiration for other people? After all,arent we all created equal?

You know what,I was even more annoyed when a close friend of mine said "Oh you're going to UiTM? Why you must be friends with rempits then"
Heck I felt like slapping her face. Anyway,if we dont believe in ourselves changing the perception that we are good enough and to strive for a world class quality,how can change others perception towards us?

Syawal here we go!

Behold! Here comes the raya update! Since I just got back from a 1,2,3... 13 hours of drive! I shall entertain you with the pictures taken during the trip to Tampin and Terengganu!

Syukur for getting the chance to celebrate another raya,a month when we ask for forgiveness and visit our family and friends! Yay and a month when I become a lil bit richer! Hahahah talk about duit raya! Hehe.

We had our breakfast beside the river on our way to Terengganu! Sorry but I cant quite recall the name of the river but it was beauuutiful. We havent actually done this for a long time so I was so happy when  my family decided to have a small picnic. Hehe! Oh no thats not even a quarter of my family,nu uh!

Raya Day 3,Pak Kuri and Mak Cik Ani came to visit. Yay! And Afiq and Basyirah came along too! Everyone got really emotional here just because we didnt get the chance to raya together anymore since the husband of Mak Cik Ani (my uncle) passed away. I was dissapointed that Basyirah didnt recognize me but happy to know that she's still the same old cheeky Basyirah I used to take care when she was 3. And no I dont have a picture of her as of now. Guessing where Basyirah is in this picture? She's wearing the purple tudung! Guess! 

The very hyper Haziq! Funny that he calls everyone Kak. Man you didnt have to be a sweetheart,we're actually his aunts and uncles. Heck he even called his Tok,Kakak. Hahaha.

Raya Day 2,lunch at Secret Recipe. We had too much of nasi dagang! Haha im glad that the place is well developed. They have Giant! Hahaha so thats a plus right? Hehe.

Baby Umran reading a book! One of my many nephews,we like to call him 'askar Jepun' just because he looks like one. Hm I wonder where he got his features from. 

From left:

Afiq,Mak Cik Ani,Nana @ Dungun.

These two pumpkins came to visit! Presenting... Baby Qallif and Baby Alyssa! 

Pantai Rantau Abang!

Juuust helping Tok to sit on her wheelchair no problem! Ahahaha.

Well aint that cool! 

Raya Day 1 at Tampin with my little sister. She is getting taller every year! 

Raya Day 2,in the car my favourite cousin haha Jirah! She had to entertain me for 13 hours. Haha good job Jirah! 

And that is all. The photos are not arranged accordingly because I have no time and I have class tomorrow! Oh dear. In conclusion,Raya this year is one of the best I have experienced because I had the chance to visit my relatives in Tampin and Terengganu. Syukur Alhamdulillah. 

I hope you had an awesome raya too! 

Goodnight!

5 interesting FACTS about me!

Hello

I havent been blogging but I do feel like writing. A lot has been happening lately mainly my emotions are going through a roller coaster ride but so far so good and im really excited for raya which is tomorrow! Anyway so here are 5 things you may not know about me!

1) When I was younger I thought when you get your period you would have to qada' all of your prayers. Just because you know you cant pray when you're on your period

The funny thing is,I thought it was ridiculous but was too shy to ask my mother so instead I asked my teacher and you should have seen the look on her face. Hehe peace!

2) I dont know how to swim. You probably would have figured this out earlier if you read my older posts.

But I just cant and I have no intention to learn how to swim.. for now. 

3) I keep a gratitude journal.

SAY WHAT?

You may not know what that is. Basically a gratitude journal is where you list all of the things you're grateful for the day. It makes me happy to know that im so blessed and I do notice that I appreciate things more.

4) When I was younger I wanted to be a supermodel. Preferably a VS model. Cliche huh? From supermodel to lawyer. Maybe because I didnt reach the height requirement. Just kidding!

5) I WILL cry when im dead tired. Call me a cry baby,but once I had school for 6 hours,cheer for 4 hours and running for 2 hours,then I had tuition for another 2 hours. Hahaha when the day ended,I cried myself to sleep. Lol. 

Rants and classmates!

This was after I finished my assignment in lab class. I was really bored and knowing the hyper active me I went and "kacau" my classmates! It was really fun tho. So as im procrastinating to do my homework right now,ill be blogging about my classmates. Enjoy my rantings! Hehe.

Hi guys! Say hi to Am. He's my class representative and I think he's a pretty cool guy.

This is Bob! His name reminds me of the Uncle Bob stall infront of my college. But im pretty sure his real name is not Bob. 

And this is Mohsin! Say hiii Mohsin! He's really funny and we call him calculator! Because he calculates very fast! And when I say fast,I do mean fast. You can give him an equation and he'll solve it in less than 5 seconds. Pretty awesome huh? Beside him is Azman who can speak Mandarin! 

The infamous peace sign! Ops haha.

And this is Syaza! She helps me to wear my hijab every week before Islamic studies class! Soooo thank you Syaza! You're the best!

And.... drum rolls please? Meet Syifa and Mira! They are one of the nicest people I have ever met.

And this is Syakir and Sum! They're nice too! And funny,Sum has a really contagious laugh. Seriously you'd be laughing your heart out when you hear her laugh!

This is Fatin! She is really really hardworking. 

Another hardworking girl in my class. 

And this is just another picture of Fatin and I. Yeah we cool. 

I dont know what EXO is or what it stands for but she is a die hard fan I tell you. Funny how she'd be telling me stories about EXO and i'll just nod my head not knowing what to say to her. Sorry Dayah! Me love you! hahaha

 And yet another picture of us! 

 Yeah just thinking about.... life

Oh yeah I wanted to show you a picture of me wearing a hijab. What do you say? Yay or nay?

So that is all for now. Goodnight guys!

A world where everyone knows everyone

I guess its true when my mom said everyone in the legal circle knows each other.

Scary how your lecturer wants you to study your grandfather's case.

 Scarier when you come to know more about him after reading the legal books and newspaper articles. Its a small world.

Its worth it

Sleep deprived. 

Still worth it.

Happy Ramadhan!

Hey guys! 

This is just a quick update,I know I have not been blogging for quite a long time or atleast I havent been writing a long post since forever. Ill be having a test next week,hopefully im able to finish reading and understand (lol) all of the chapters. Whats new? Hm oh yes I think its not too late to wish my Muslim brothers and sisters a HAPPY RAMADHAN.

Hopefully you and I would have the wisdom to use the holy month to improve ourselves as a better Muslim. 

Right now,my activities would just consist of cheer and running trainings and classes. I finally have to courage to drive alone so thats a yay! Right? Haha! Im glad I got over my fear of driving. Maybe one day i'd get over my fear of swimming too! InsyaAllah.

Before I continue with my "studying"

Found this via Google! 

and I find it hilarious! Maybe ramadhan gives a chance for us to be healthier. So guys remember to eat moderately.

Goodbye

Yay!

Assignment 70% finished

I am excited!

Goooodmorning world!

This is my

Hey guys! I just woke up and I have 10 minutes to get ready picture. Hahahaha. Oh well.

Everything begins with a dream

And I aspire to be a successful lawyer.

Amin. 

This is where it all begins. 

Atuk

Today I lost a very special man in my life.

Atuk I may not be close to you anymore and you may not remember my name. Atuk thank you for teaching me how to walk and bringing me to the jungle. There's so much to thank you for. I hope you had a good life. I love you.

Al fatihah

Im so excited!

Sri Aman's bbq gathering 95's babies!

Hi all!

How are you feeling today? If you were to ask me,i'd say I feel awesome!

Anyway im just here to express my gratitude for everything that has been given to me. After last night,I realized that really we're all going on different path of our lives. Im so proud of everyone,I can see from now that each and everyone of us would lead a successful and happy life. Im so glad I went to Sri Aman,im so thankful for everything I have gained and lost there. Im so thankful for my awesome friends and teachers. Im so excited to go to a university,I have a long way to go. But man I can tell its going to be awesome and im excited to share it with all of you.

The day after tomorrow marks my first day as a law student.

With bismillah,I hope to create happy and beautiful memories!

Too cool to sleep

One day I decided that I was too cool to hibernate

Hey! Its 3am and its totally normal to put on some make up and take pictures. Headaches kept me awake which resulted to this!

Holla guys!

I look tired or maybe I just say that because I am tired. Either way,now I have to wash all of that and get some rest. Its a long day but I expect it to be fun as always.

Goodbye

Remember no matter what you're going through right now,dont forget to have fun with it. And be happy!

Whatever floats your boat

Image via tumblr

A picture speaks a thousand words,true? I can totally relate to this just because im the kind of person that loves any activities that involves movement. In other words,I love love love exercising. Just name a sport that  I havent tried,trust me i've tried. Well okay maybe I exaggerated that a little bit but the point is exercising makes me happy. Thus I developed muscles that sometimes tend to scare people away but I dont care cause as long as it makes me happy muscles wont even stop me from doing what I love to do! 

I also met a friend at my gym,lets call her Pipa. Pipa loves food. If there's Pipa theres food but thats okay because food makes her happy. She doesnt like exercising but she does try to exercise once in awhile just to keep her life balanced. 

In conclusion,

JUST DO WHATEVER MAKES YOU HAPPY. If eating a lot makes you sad. Then STOP,start EXERCISING. Complaining will never help you in life instead you will feel more miserable. You deserve to live the life of your dreams. Never settle for anything less. 

So that is all,

Goodbye guys!

UITM Jengka,Pahang

Hey guysssss

I just had to blog about this. I was offered to do law in Uitm Jengka,Pahang. I was quite upset I didnt get the one in Shah Alam but I think its a good chance for me to prepare myself to study abroad for degree. If you cant live by yourself in Pahang what makes you think you'll be fine in UK? So chin up Miza! Pahang here we go! Syukur! :)

Quick update!

Goodmorning my lovely sunshine! Hey I just called you my lovely sunshine now smile wont ya? 

Hehe anyway this is just a quick update of what im working on right now. Recently,I have been offered to do voice recording for astro tutor tv,I actually did one for Mathematics standard 3 edition and last night I had the opportunity to record another episode for Accounts. Can you imagine that? I hated accounts back in highschool BUT I thought it was cool. Current mood = sleep deprived. Im actually loving it because somehow its makes me feel like im hardworking if that made sense? Haha oh miza,hehe sorry guys. Maybe I just love being busy but AGAIN I have to learn to limit myself. 

Anyway,

I also thought of posting my diet as im trying to practice 'clean eating' and also my training plan. I will try to post as many pictures as I can here. So we will see how it goes. 

Until then,

Take care guys!

Dont forget to spread some love today

When you fall down,you get back up.

I was watching videos on youtube and hey look what I found. This video may relate to my older post.

That reminds me,my coach has always taught me when you fall down,you must GET BACK UP.

For those of you who are feeling sad and blue,hey this video is for you. :)

Its a beautiful day!

 Having a bad day? Listen to this! :)

Good news! 

My sister will be conducting a boot camp for girls! Another reason to get a certificate for coaching. Hm I think yes! More updates later! 

Goodnight! 

The change starts with me

I think putting the blame on you is not a mature thing for me to do,yet forgiving you and myself is a much harder thing to do. But.. the more I hold on to the past,the grudge I have against you i think its taking its toll on me. Apa guna kalau hidup dengan dendam? The change has to start with me. I must forgive you. Yes you may have hurted me,you may have said mean things to me. You may have called me useless. You may have not abused me physically but you have abused me emotionally and mentally. Im glad I was able to realize it soon enough. You may be close to my friends to my bestfriends infact but that isnt going to change my perception towards you. I forgive you because I love myself enough to let go of the resentment i have against you. If you were to ask me,no there will never be second chances anymore. I will learn to let go. I will learn to move on. I will learn to make myself happy. I will learn to chase my dreams even if you think that its plain stupid. Its my life. I will keep continue to succeed in my life. The change starts with me. Its now or never.


***

Hey hi my friends. I have received phone calls and text messages after writing this post. Now dont get me wrong,I didnt write this post just because I want you to symphatize me heck it was never my intention. This post came straight from my heart and mind. However im so happy to know that im not alone in this journey so thank you for the concerned calls. I appreciate every one of it. :) Alhamdulillah.

Solitary

This is what happens when you drink coffee at night. Smart move Miza. Oh well. 

First of all I would like to advise all you girls out there to be extra careful. Please im begging you. A few days ago,a dear friend of mine witnessed her mother being stabbed infront of her. Somehow deep inside I know that justice will be served.

Moving forward to what I did today,

I had a day off and knowing myself,I can never stand staying at home alone doing nothing. Since I had nothing else to do,I decided hey why not go to the mall? I called almost everyone but everyone was busy. Soooo I decided to go alone. Mind you this is my first time actually going to a mall alone. Sad? Haha maybe. But I did! I wanted to watch GI joe so badly so I bought myself a ticket. Bought some books and shopped the entire day. To my surprise I actually enjoyed it. Maybe it is true,you dont need anyone to be happy. You just need to be happy with yourself. 

I ran my first marathon

Hi guys! I survived my first marathon!! (which I forgot to train for) But.... I managed to get into top 50. Truth be told I dont think I would be able to finish the race without the sisters who ran with me. Seriously I am overwhelmed and excited with so many supportive sisters I met throughout the race. Whenever I stopped someone behind me would encourage me to continue running. And when someone else stop I would continue cheering for THEM. On top of that,I got the chance to run with the first woman EVER to run a marathon. She too,was really really supportive. If im not mistaken her name is Kristine. She was the first woman to run the Boston marathon.

One lesson learnt: Keep moving forward and never give up even if you feel like you cant do it. I didnt want to run this race because I thought I was not fit enough and I would die if I run a 9km route,but hey. I signed up for it. If I believed i could do it when I signed up for it then im going to finish strong.

Here are some pictures from yesterday's marathon! 

The 'heart' man! Hahaha.

My sister managed to convince her bestfriends to join the marathon. Ex Sri Amanians.Wohoo we rock!

The goodie bag!

And a little note I made for my sister!

Now I cant wait to get back into training. I think we should try 21km next time. Should we? ;) 

Good enough

“It is the moment I began to learn that there are people who deserve, and people who do not — and that it has nothing to do with some arbitrary concept of leagues. You do not deserve me because you are not a caring, loving person. You are not here to receive love, or grow from it, or give it in kind. You do not deserve me because I am beautiful in a way that a magazine would never photoshop and put on its cover. I am beautiful in the real way, the way that comes from being a person who is capable of empathy and compromise. I am beautiful because I work hard to be nice to other people, and to show them I love them. And sure, you may be good looking. You may be charming. You may have every superficial quality that our society is so quick to deem important. But you are not beautiful, and for that, you will never be deserving of someone like me.”

I found that on tumblr,and I thought i'd share it with you guys because I think its just amazing. You are good enough.

Forgiveness

I forgive myself for holding on for too long. Its time to let go. 

And I forgive you. 

CheerFreakz!

Get ready for CHEERFREAKZ cheerleaders! Its coming for you! :)

But really?

Why should I please you when I cant even please myself?

Catching my breath

Letting it go.

spm results would be coming out tomorrow. I just hope that I could reach my target but most importantly no matter what my results would be tomorrow I will be grateful because I know I have tried my best despite what ever happened last year. Lessons learned.  and I wish my 95' friends the BEST because we deserve only that.

As Uncle Colin would say it.

You're going to miss my smart ass. 

Are you ready?

I was never a child that gets whatever I want. From young my dad would always say to me.

 "If you want it,you have to earn it"

 He never really spoiled me with new gadgets or whatever. I remember once when I was 12,my friends would be talking about their new handphones and sending music to each other via bluetooth and I would just keep quiet. Someone even laughed at me for not knowing how to use bluetooth. Maybe thats why I was never really interested in new phones or cameras. I didnt understand why he said that to me. 

Believe it or not,when my family went overseas he refused to bring me along. He said that one day I would have to earn my own scholarship and go overseas if I wanted to. Frustrated I cried myself to sleep that night. To be honest,I actually thought it was unfair. However after a few months of working and earning my own money. I now understand why. 

He wanted me to be independent. He wanted me to learn. He wanted me to explore. He wanted me to know my worth and earn everything that I thought I should earn. He wanted a change. He wanted me to grow. 

I dont know why im writing this down. Lets start taking care of ourselves. Lets start doing things that you love,earning things that you love with your own effort is bliss. Now im not talking about saving your pocket money and buying things at the end of the month. Im talking real business. Im talking earning things through your own creativity. Lets do this. Im ready.

Your loss.

No one deserves to be treated like how you are treating me right now. Im done. I deserve to be happy anyway rather than hearing you complain everyday about life. Well suck it up you're a big boy.

Im feeling sexy and free!

Hi guys!

Updates! Updates!
Im currently training for my upcoming marathons. I will be participating in the Women's run,MAKNA(hopefully) and Standard Chartered relay run. I am excited

Also I will be starting my cheer bow business insyaAllah anytime soon.

Since I have absolutely nothing to do. (Procrastination at its best)

I will answer a few questions. I call it thought questions! Are you ready?

Okay!

1)In 3 words or less,how would you describe the point you're at in your life?
Growing and inspiring!

2)I begin each morning with.....
Gratitude!

3)What could excite you right at this moment?
Melbourne with Mai in May!

4)What times are gone forever?
Nothing memories are kept in heart.

5)What's something you do not need to be happy?
Company. I mean not to say that I hate socializing but really you CAN be alone and happy. But bear in mind that alone does not mean lonely.

6)Whats the most annoying thing about your day today?
Um absolutely nothing! :)

7)If I follow you,where will we be in 5 years time?
I will 23 so most probably in London completing my masters in Law insyaAllah. Pray for me!

8)What's something you're glad your parents taught you?
The beauty of Islam. I think being a Muslim is a progress to be honest it taught me to handle so many things in life. Thats just how wonderful it is. I am still learning and I will keep learning more!

9)What confuses you the most about society these days?
Maybe arrogance I will never understand arrogant people but then again if you think about it,it comes from ignorance.

10)What do you wish you knew sooner?
You have to be able to love yourself,make yourself happy and respect yourself FIRST.

11)What was the best thing about your day today?
I survived a Metcon session. Haha!

12)What are 3 words you'd like to hear?
You are important.

13)What's something you do that you hate to do?
Answering phone calls from people I do not want to talk to. I gotta stop this!

14)Who is one person you will never forget?
My late grandfather. He was a wise old man.

15)Today,I feel like a....
Princess!

16)What's something you know you take for granted?
My health. I can be pretty hard on myself at times but that is about to change!

17)Who would you like to receive a surprise visit from?
My cousins in Terengganu! I miss them dearly!

18)Where would you like to go right now?
Can we go to London?

19)Who intimidates you?
No one.

20)Whats one event that has made you stronger?
Most people may not know this but it would be roadrun 2012 because I remember being in pain but I managed to push through the whole event simply because I knew I had to finish strong.

21)What's something that makes you different?
My laugh!

22)What's one word that best describe your passion?
Health.

23)Who would you like to be stuck in an elevator with for an hour?
Iffa!

24)What puts you in a good mood?
Enough rest and good food.

25)Who worries you?
Right now,no one.

26)What do you enjoy day dreaming about?
Opening my own law firm and finishing my first full marathon.

27)What's something you enjoy doing alone?
Reading and studying. I mean its fun studying with friends but sometimes I like to study on my own first because I feel thats when I absorb important information the most.

28)What's something you enjoy doing when you were younger?
Climbing the trees at kampung!

29)Whats something you would never put up with?
Disrespect toward old people.

30)What makes life difficult?
Our thoughts and lack of gratitude

31)Whats one thing that would make your life easier?
A car!

32)In what ways have you changed in the last five years?
My thinking.

Marathon fever!

I am so excited! :)

I feel really blessed today. Alhamdulillah!

A blessing in disguise?

Hello! Good morning!

I really wanted you to change for the better but you're still the same.old.you

Im done trying. No really I am. 

Here's a piece of advice,

If someone ever makes you feel unworthy,leave them. I have met so many people like that and I can assure you that they are a waste of your time. Dont waste your time trying to please them with a hope that they will change. They just wont. Maybe in my case he never will. You deserve better and you should respect yourself enough to walk away when someone treats you wrongly. Its not healthy. If you have toxic friends and by that I mean friends that make you feel bad about yourself. You have two choices,you can either ignore them or leave them.

Im not trying to sound whiny,im glad that you came into my life so that I would know how to handle people like you in the future. Alhamdulillah for everything!

Superman

You know its him when he makes your heart skips a beat. Funny how fast your heart beats when we're together. Its just adorable to see how nervous you can get. I cherish every moment when we're together but when I think about it again. I cherish our friendship more than our relationship. Maybe because I dont want us to end up like you and her. Its because that I love you too much to let you go. My actions  are not parallel with my desires so who's there to blame? Me. I need to make a decision. A quick one. Whatever happens you know that i'll be here for you.

So cheesy

I was woken up by my superman again. Since I couldnt get myself back to bed. Why not write something about him. I hope he knows how special he is. When you have to choose between being just friends or something more. Which one would you choose?

Decisions.