Bonjour
I actually wanted to delete my older posts. The past few months have been really challenging no scratch that the past 2 years have been hard. I had to go through a lot of hell but I guess everything is just a blessing in disguise.
I have learnt to actually accept and love myself for who I really am. I mean come on how can I be so ungrateful im surrounded with so many beautiful and kind hearted people. Some days it gets hard but its important to put yourself first. The naive me thought I have to attend to everyone's needs but you know you just cant do it if you dont feel happy. You cant make someone else happy if you're not happy,true?
I pushed myself so hard,forcing myself to do things that were beyond my capabilities. Not because I was greedy but because I know I can do so much more. Its important to always push yourself but its also important to know your limits. I have so many dreams that I wish to fulfill. InsyaAllah. 2013 will be a year filled with blessings and dreams come true. I am so excited to start studying again. I am so excited for my marathons. I am so excited for the musicals. I am so excited to a brand new year.
I cant say that I hate 2012. It was a tough year but what doesnt kill you makes you stronger right?
Im grateful.
