Belief for greatness!

Getting a mediocre results really doesnt serve happiness for me but I feel grateful. However it just doesnt feel right,something inside of me just wants more. Its the fine line of getting into the dean's list that I have to cross. I think its a matter of whether you THINK you can do it or not. Honestly I would say that im scared,I would say that my self esteem is just not at the par yet but I KNOW that its what I deserve. I know that getting into the dean's list is what I have to work for the next semester.

Because I only aim for the best and I know that when you aim for the best you deserve the best. I just know that I can do it. 

Big girl/Can I hear a yes coach?

I know that you just want the best for me but you just cant force me to do something im not willing to do. Maybe one day ill open up my heart but forcing me is a no no. I just hope that you will understand. Ill do something at my own will,im a big girl remember?

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Hey I promised myself to blog about my first metcon session after maybe about 4 months? So here it goes! Started my day with my sister nagging and asking me questions if I wanted to go or not. Reluctantly I woke up. I couldnt sleep last night thankgoodness for Atif or I would actually have to comfort myself to sleep. Well thats what friends are for right so thank you Atif! Anyway back to my story,I had to register the form online and showered quickly. When I got there,I didnt want to get out from the car. Can you imagine haha I got scolded when I told my sister that I only had 3 hours of sleep last night. Thats what fitness is all about,its not just about exercising. Its about taking care of your sleep,nutrition and body. Those 3 components are tickets to good health. That was what I was lacking when I stayed at the hostel. I lived with 4 hours of sleep,I had crappy nutrition,had waffle,burger and roti john for lunch and dinner. All that ew stuff and I didnt exercise everyday. Maybe thats why I was so unhappy. Life should be about balance right?

Anyway the first people that I met was Uncle Colin,Aunt Lorrine and Coach Tam. I forgot how happy life is for them. Their rule is simple. Keep doing what you love. Simple. Yes and they are very successful in their life. Hello just look at their cars. Uncle Colin does make a lot of money from voice recording ONLY. I mean who does that? HIM! So my point is,I have a choice to go out and create my own destiny or path. One of the reason why I love going to metcon is that these people remind me to take care of myself,they are the most supportive people you would ever meet and im so so grateful to have them in my life.

Until the next update.
Take care guys!

Note to myself and everyone!

"If "fear" didnt exist,what risk would you take?"

Life is amazing just the way it is. Sometimes you know why you're scared of that little 'something' however you just cant change the way you think about it until you TRY and EXPERIENCE it yourself. Nothing is ever too scary. So I dare you. DO something that you're scared of EVERYDAY. Not only that it will push you,it will mould you to become a better person. 

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Alone does not mean lonely

Solitary. Onely,by oneself,alone,on one's self.

Do you view solitary as a good or a bad thing? To me,I view it as a good thing. To me,it means courage because not everyone dares to be seen being alone. Lets face it,no one wants anyone to view us as pathetic and lonely,but bear in mind my friends that being alone does not mean lonely.

Lets view the definition of lonely. Lonely is defined as sad because one has no friends and family. Now do you think that just because you are alone,you dont have any friends and family? I sometimes choose to be alone but that doesnt mean that I dont have any friends and family. I choose to be alone simply because I need time for myself. I need time to re-think about my goals,dreams and to reflect back on my actions. However that doesnt mean that I dont enjoy having people around me.

So dont be afraid to do things by yourself. Lets say that you are alone in the sense that you dont have any boyfriend or girlfriend (alone). Hey your life doesnt end there. You still have friends and family. My point is most people cant distinguish the meaning of solitary(alone) and lonely. I would frequently hear people say forever alone just because I sometimes like to do things alone. Its not that im offended or anything it just makes me wonder. Now im here to tell you that if you're comfortable being alone sometimes then go ahead. The term alone and lonely have two different meanings. Maybe one day you'll find comfortability in being alone.

No joke

Stressed face! Hahaha. Exam is coming soon. No joke. 

Greatest love of all

I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadows
If I fail, if I succeed
At least I'll live as I believe
No matter what they take from me
They can't take away my dignity
Because the greatest love of all
Is happening to me
I found the greatest love of all
Inside of me
The greatest love of all
Is easy to achieve

Learning to love yourself

It is the greatest love of all

To be able to love yourself and make YOU happy is the probably the best thing you can do for yourself. Be patient. Everything happens for a reason.

Friends

It didnt hit me that it will take effort to keep in touch with your loved ones. I never knew things would be different,I mean I thought of it before. Its easier in school because friends see each other everyday. Its easy to talk to your friends about the latest news and what not. However nowadays I find it rather difficult to keep in touch with everyone. Lets face it you're busy with your studies and you meet new friends. But that doesnt mean that your old friends arent worthy of keeping. To my primary or high school friends,please dont feel offended for our friendship will still remain strong in my heart.

Ofcourse people change but thats only for the better. 

Ha enough of that.

And hey I went for rock climbing!

Yay for new experience! Syukur.